Warning, you have entered a realm of chaos, confusion, open mindedness, and vulnerablity. if you cannot handle the mooing third eye press the "back" button now and never come back! and also, i have been away from modern technology (my computer is fucked and my mom never let's me on and my friends are always hogging computers) so i might not be able to say entertaining things for a while, but hey, half of you probally haven't read of half of the last stuff anyway...

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WARNING: THE CONTENT OF THIS WEBSITE MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNG VIEWERS, FOR INSTANCE, INAPPROPIATE WORDS LIKE FUCK, SHIT, CUNT, ASS, HELL, PENIS, VAGINA, HERPES, BUTT, ORGY, STD, GAY, LESBIAN, DAMN AND SEX MIGHT BE USED IN THIS SITE AT ONE POINT OF TIME, ALSO THE PROMOTION OF ROCK MUSIC AND ONLINE RPGS ARE WITHIN, SO ANY HIGHLY RELIGIOUS PEOPLE, PLEASE LEAVE AND GO READ THE BIBLE OR SOMETHING, IN OTHER WORDS, EXPLICIT CONTENT, VIEWER DISCRESION IS ADVISED... AND ALSO, HIGH BANDWIDTH SINCE I HAVE A TON OF JPGS AND FEW WMA ADUIO FILES AND PLUS POSSIBLE OTHER KINDS OF MEDIA WILL REALLY FUCK UP THE LOAD SPEED OF THIS WEBSITE... MY ANSWER TO YOU, BUY BROADBAND

MOO!

MOOCOW!

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I EAT POO!

I PLAY TIBIA AND SO SHOULD YOU

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ifyoufiguredoutwhattheh@lli'vebeentalkingaboutyouareeitherageniousoranlegallyinsanemadscientisttryingtotakeovertheworldwithpetflyingmonkeysandcocoadoughnutsinthesummertime.

lateralus forever!!!...

do you feel sleepy, bored, numb? does your genitalia itch all day from sitting? well then 'school away' is the perfect thing for you, just apply the device to the center of your school and watch your life get more exciting.

hail the all powerful purple cow!

shrouding all the ground around me is this holy crow above me black as holes within a memory, blue as our new second sun stick me hand into the shadow, pull the pieces from the sand try to attemp to reassemble, see just who i might have been i do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar like phosporous desert buttons singing one familiar song...

"so good to see you, i missed you so much, i'm so glad it's over, i missed you so much. came out to watch you play, why are you running away? came out to watch you play, why you running away?"

PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE

PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE

PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE

PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE

FEEL MY WRATH UPON YOUR WORLD, MUAHAHAHAHA!

YOU SHALL BURN WITHIN MY BREATH

ATTACK OF THE ROTWORMS! OH NOOOO!

I SHALL BEHOLD YOUR SKELETON AND SOUL!

fig. 1(The news of xeronian daily, weekly, monthly, or just whenever i update this about my life)

fig. 2(some wandering thoughts within my head)

2.9.2005 .... eeeeooooowwwweeeee! ladies and gentlemen, it's an automatic, systematic, full fledged come back, so run, stop, everybody get on the floor, seise the party up, and some more things to know, let me see, 1 2 step, let me hear ya, 1 2 step, everybody 1 2 step, and hey the dj will get us free beer as we will we will rock you! that was an example of people who can't sing songs correctly........... hey, i'm funky fresh, but you know, not really, but what is fresh, is world of warcraft, and i'm wondering why am i writhing news in the wandering thoughts section.... ahahahahaha!!!....... i have no new thoughts what so ever.... i cant even think right now...... marry had a little lamb, little ham, sandwich, with bread as white as snow..... rap and r n b are the only genres that use anything for a song, j lo got a really annoying violin rhythm, snoop uses his own mouth to make a rhytm, maybe i could make lots of money just by hitting pots and pans while having someone rap about something for 5 minutes..... i think the blow jug is too underplayed, i have a way to improve this pathetic 75 cent instrument, have 10 beer bottles filled with dif amounts of water, and then blow on them in a rhythmatic order, it could work, really, it could, like the bottle zylaphone...... not enough deer hunters use arrows, but they should, do you honestly wanna eat something filled with lead and gunpowder?.... i'm gonna make a story about lesbians, maybe, it's about how they take over the world and such, it will be fun =), and remember, no matter what a stripper says, there is no sex in the womens bathroom, none, oh, there's women in the bathroom, but you dont just want women, you want sex, and there's no sex in the womens bathroom,... if a girl says she's 40, and looks 16, she's fucked up on crack, if a girl says she 18 and looks 18... who really knows if that id is fake or not, fuck her anyway, cornbread, there is something wrong with that... if a homeless man has a funny sign, he isnt a homeless person, probally just some asshole from MTV's punk'd,... if you been dating a girl for 4 months, and you havent met any of her friends, this means she knows you gonna get busy wit em and dump her, so find out who they are quickly, ... dear hispanic men, if you go to a movie theater, and someone wont shut up during the show, let it slide, why waste your energy, when probally some ex-con is gonna beat the shit out of him for you in a minute anyway?.... here's a horroscope, for everyone, aquarius, you're gonna die from seafood, capricorn, you are gonna get corn and caprisun pouches, leo, you are gonna complain about being lonely and being weird and not having enough friends and take forever to get a drivers license and job cause you got adhd and some shit, gemini, you are gonna join the jet force and die, scorpio, you are gonna get stung by a scorpion and live, but your girlfriend will dump you for being mutated,... some of things i said may not be original, some of the things i said may have offended chris rock for ripping him off, but no matter who you are, you must remember this one thing, no matter what a stripper says, there is no fruit coctails in pick n save for free.... wait... no, i mean no sex in the womens bathroom. the end, for now, muahahahaahhaha!

11.11.2004 It's 11 11 bitches!!! i'm back, back again, shady's back, lick again with a friend... i bet the reason swedish are so nice is becuz they make the tempur pedic beds, so they all probally sleep in them and they just wanna kiss you! ... don't think about not thinking becuz i think if you think about it not then you will think about it sometime later and maybe i wont think then... if i were ever to go to rehab, i want it to be becuz of sex, no where likely, but think about it, fucked a succubus and now i'm cursed to fuck everything that walks, i'll have to be tied up in straight jacket baby, but i'll still hump the walls... some games really have dumb rules, and they are not always set up right anyway, imagine a no nudity rule in stripe poker, off subject, sorry, lalala, ponies are pretty, wait, off subject again, dammit! i dont know, i lost myself on this one... i dont think breast should exsist, we dont need them anymore, it's called baby formula, why do we want to feel women's breasts? why why why?!?!?!... sucking your own dick is really hard if you are not very flexible, you might be able to get on the head for few secs, but no more, i have first hand exp... why do people, also, what's with anime? and why do some of us fall in love with the charactors? huh? I'M THE ONLY ONE!? YEAH RIGHT! THERE'S PLENTY OF LOSERS AND PERVERTS OUT THERE!!! moo... continueing, it's only paper, but it seems so real somehow, it makes you wanna live in the anime itself...

5.29.2004 new idea, you know about the sugar pill right? well how bout instead of that you can make pixie stix with birth control instead, genious! magic would be nice to have in real life, so many uses, healing and shit and so much, but mainly i thought if there was a spell to have it so girls don't have to go throguht thier period, they would love that.... I think people were made wrong, we go for looks too much, I myself find that i perfer the swallow side, but it's just a layer, I really want someone that is hot and good personality, but otherwise if she listens to my music and isn't too hard to get along with then it will work... if mars used to be a planet with life and now it's dead and cold, maybe it's cuz of it used to be closer to the sun in the past but it slowly drifted away, so maybe the earth is gonna be fucked someday too... why is sex so popular nowadays? what happend to our values over the years? well, sex is a good thing, if used right, but we aint just some animals mating, sex is for love, and to abuse the meaning of love is a sin to more than one type of religion... speaking of religion, people who have them are different, and as much as we would want to convert them to believe something else, they wont change, so let it be, and dont try to kill them or anything...

5.20.2004 I was playing around with my head phone chord and whipped it on my pencil and pulled, and it unwraps really fast and snaps back, so that made me think of a new weapon.... a thing that u can swing around, and the band would wrap around the stick of it and there would be a yoyo blade at the end, it would snap back at your enemies, yeah.... I wish i was a girl sometimes, but only becuz girls get treated better, girls do get pretty abused and things are still off balance, but it would be fun having less hair with silky skin fingering myself and rubbing my breasts all day.... the future i gonna be messed up, 2,000 channels to watch, satellite radio taking over, and cloning processes, but not really actual cloning, will be used for reproduction, otherwise there's a cure for AIDS and stuff, and everyone is steril, sex is supreme, and only by cloning process we multiply, think about it.... I should be the next Kurt cobain, it would be kinda fun humiliate myself and people calling me unoriginal and stupid, but all i would have to do is wear dresses, break instruments, sing and play guitar at same time, dye my hair, make interviews in gay magazines, and just plain out rock while on drugs.... I think i had another idea, but i forgot it, dammit i hate my memory, i had to ask a girl 4 times what her AIM screen name was, lol.

5.19.2004 I dont know if i said something like this before, cuz i dont check what i already have written, but i thought of something, no more buying condons, use pieces of plastic and a rubber band, you dont need spermicide unless it leaks out anyway... you know, people have sex in a lot of ways, the phone, the internet, the mouth, but maybe they should try something new, and this might sound like porno, but it's really a form of communications throught television, and it will be called sex-o-vision, there will be a mini camera and a hole in the set, as well as a build in vibrating dildo, depending on your preference... if i was king of the world, i would make abortions illegal, but suicide legal, big tobacco illegal, weed legal, drinking age 15, cars will run on things other than gas, and sex laws would be changed, as so: incest is still wrong, but why is teens doing it wrong? anyone 13 or older can do it, and if younger do it, instead of fines and punishment, just send them to counceling... if they legalize cloning, then they better figure out how to keep it from going out of control, but now that i think about it, if you put things together, you could make elves, from th mix of chinese people, cat's ears, and swedish people... mmm yeah.

5.10.2004 no more preformated text for this, i'm sick of pressing enter, but here we go... screwing and nailing means the same thing in sex terms, but maybe it would be easier if it was different... like nailing is for quickies and screwing is 10 minutes... they should make cars nonflamable inside, so for all the stupid people that park by volcanoes, it would melt b4 it burns, lol... why is there still arguements on gay marraige? marraige itself is a scam, so just let them waste their 5,000 dollars on it for crying out loud, if straight people are dumb enough to waste their money why cant gays?

4.23.2004 you know what? i hate preformated text i have to re-edit my website every line i write cuz it runs off screen and it's really annoying and also you would think this is news but it's just a thought, poop on a stick!!! i was thinking of something, ppl with sex changes, that doesnt really work out, i mean, what would u do if u were dating a convincing girl for a week, likeseverything u like, but then tells u about how she used to be a guy? you know, if you put enough work into it, you can fit a Axe deorderant bottleup your ass, it might hurt a bit at first, but if u find objects to slowly losen it up then it will work, i know this by having no life and over thinking everything, lol...

4.18.2004 everyone should be hermafrodytes, this way no one can be called gay or homo, and we could have a better understanding of each other that way I should make a band, i would play the guitar or sing, but i'm not really good, and i will write songs about stupid things like having sex with a llama or something why do people get implants? like calf implants, breasts, nose jobs, maybe they should have brain implants they so stupid, or maybe they can implant eyes in the back in my head so i can freak people out

11.20.2003 new idea with golf balls, and it requires a girl... get it stuck in her vaginal area and sue the golf ball company for not showing a warning lable: do not put in vaginal area. get a ruined car, put brick on pedal, and send it down train tracks, take picture of exploading car when it hits train, hehe.

11.19.2003. another sick and twisted idea, i am back with some more crazy thoughts... i was thinking about spongebob squarepants, and then i thought namebrand spongebob tampons, it would have the best absorbency ever. lesbians and gays make more sense to me, a little, it's more like you want what you want, so maybe i should control the world, cuz that's what i want... but i'm too lazy. they should try to make cigerettes nontoxic, and flavored without having to add crap that will kill you. they made a lot of flavors of ice cream, but why not beer flavored? yeah they should make like miller sundaes, mike hard ice cream, and samuel adams popcicle.

9.29.2003. a new idea for druggies, smoke ground coffee instead of other drugs, it's healthier and cheaper. a thought about computers, they are so complex and it's funny how they work... it's like magic, they show invent flying cars.

6.05.2003. i think they should make the 4 liter of soda, wouldn't that be cool? if the sky was red, the ocean would be red; cuz the sky reflects off of the sea. preformatted text is weird, it does what i want it to do but i have to constantly press enter so it doesn't run on in the page. what if ppl had no hair? that would be weird eh? then everyone would be cold in the winter and polish themselves. do u ever wonder y in star trek they show the crew, and they show the screen, but they never show the crew watching the screen.

5.16.2003. If the school wants good pizza then they should get Dominos get 1 get 1 free deal. Imagine if we were all one color, like purple, then there wouldn't be racism. If monkeys could fly then I think we should be able to fly too. Is Rhode Island really a island? Cuz that would be weird, you would have to make a bridge that's really long to get to it.

5.14.2003. My brain is constantly thinking, so i'll start things off with something... lesbians, i have respect but it is just a weird issue, how does it happen? i have a theory that it has soemthing to do with horomones, as like not enough of them cause a change of attraction, like demagnatized magnet. another thing is smoking, why doesn't it just fall? cigerettes are evil things that kill people and the people who make them get tons of money, it's evil! i think tibia should have some legal bugs/glitches, for things like looking like other creatures just for fun, but without the benefits of creature illusion. look like a demon all day, but it won't save you from one, ;)

fig. 3(the thank yous)

my thanks go out to Matthew "matt" Du De Voire for all the DBZ pictures he drew me, Dan "farmer dan" Lance for controlling my soul and getting me started on tibia, asshole, lol, Chris "evil god" Dietz for being an evil genious and helping me in tibia when he wasn't pissed at me, Sean "big dick" Hilleman for being like an annoying controling brother but being a funny and nice person most of the time, Julia "vegetarian" Listen that tried to help me with Socialogy but the pictures didn't turn out for the project so we failed anyway, Mike "sugar rush" Laudani that is a neutral and cool friend that is one of my friends that keep getting dumped for dumb ass reasons, but we love him, Matt "noobie" Berchild, even though he is really annoying in games, he is pretty cool in RL thanks to my friends on runescape for understanding me in ways i never thought imagineable. thanks to rob "miami" ramaris for being cool and be chillin with me when we bored

fig. 4 (Tibian RPG)

Xero Lateralus, ROYAL PALADIN

• level=48 Exp:???
• magic=16
• fist=28
• club=10
• sword=41
• axe=14
• dist=69
• shielding=61
• fish=57

Equipment(null)too lazy to change or delete, wait til different day

• helmet=warrior(arm.8) 68 oz.
• top armor=knight(arm.12) 120 oz.
• leg armor=plate(arm.7) 50 oz.
• feet armor=leather(arm.1) 9 oz.
• necklace=scarf(arm.1) 2 oz.
• main weapon=serpent sword(atk:26 def:15) 43 oz. type:sword
• secondary weapon=crossbow 40 oz. type:dist [no pic]
• shield=crown shield (def:32) 62 oz.

fig. 5 (Runescape ruined ruins of candy rotten apples)

charactor: Xero Master

skills:...

• attack64
• strength63
• deffense63
• range55
• prayer45
• magic59
• runecraft30
• hitpoints64
• agility35
• herblore36
• thieving35
• craft57
• fletching47
• slayer28
• mining69
• smithing55
• fishing59
• cooking56
• fire making46
• wood cutting62

fig. 6 (lyrical corner, or side, or center, or... pizza!)

"the Green Demon Within"

slime, filth, disgusting
my iron will is rusting
demons so distrusting
trying to sooth me with sin
lying demons seem to win
dying inside, killing all faith within

it's this specific demons style
trying to make me a petafile
spreading pervursion like a disease
someone kill this dark for me please

and it takes over trying to say it's me
digging into my skin letting itself free
tempting me to do bad things
knowing what bad it brings
but i fight it off, leave it to fantasy
but it still won't leave me be
it will come back using just the thought
and repeat everything like it previously brought

slime, filth, disgusting
my iron will is rusting
demons so distrusting
trying to sooth me with sin
lying demons seem to win
dying inside, killing all faith within

"lick the cheek, lick their lips"
i'm too weak, i'm losing grip
"too young just means no hair down there"
shut up demons i don't care
"and a preteen just got their bust"
i refuse to let you turn my will to rust
"you must touch it, feel it, caress it"
i won't, just kill me, arrest me, i don't need this shit
"you will though, you are weakening"
i won't as long as i have human being
"but you are not human, you are of evil"
but you dont have full power still
and i won't be a petafile
"you are just in denial"
"you will do as i say with a smile"
why won't you just die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"i'm invicable that's why, muahaahha"...

someone kill this dark for me please
someone kill this dark for me please
someone kill this dark for me please
i'm begging on my knees!
take away this slime, filth, disgusting
my iron will is rusting
demons so distrusting
trying to sooth me with sin
lying demons seem to win
dying inside, killing all faith within
and dying again and again
it thrives in my mind and lives in my skin
talking about doing taboo and sin
the green demon within
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"the Guy We Love To Hate"


introduction to this song
of how you like to do wrong
you do things even if you know i hate it
i just want you to know i'm sick of your shit

you are nothing but a hater and an instigator
you make your mom think that you don't appreciate her
Sometimes you make me think you are unreal
Cause you like to lie cheat and steal
you barely care about how others feel

You like to skip right by
With any little lie
And you fib-fib-fib
Immature brat that needs to be put back into the crib
chorus
Sometimes you make me feel like nothing
But just wait till the fat lady sings
And show you what karma brings

You claim you just can?t be beat
Cause all you like to do is cheat
And a cheap shot you are
Ignorant morons do not get way too far
chorus
Sometimes you just aren?t right
But you continue to argue and fight
Bickering on and complain with all your might

What are you real or fake?
Don?t lie for our sake
Be careful on the decision you make
Cause I?m on edge and about to break
You fucking liar!
And denier
You do whatever you desire
One day I will end your killing spree
Cause I?m sick of your personality
So onto you I will set my anger free

You have nothing to appeal
You have to take and steal
So on you take and take and take
Call yourself a friend?
You know how to pretend
But turns out that in reality you are nothing but a fake
chorus
Sometimes you just make me sick
Cause you act like a fucking dick
A traitorous lying denying asinine prick

Lie-lie-lie!  Mr. bad guy
Cheat-cheat-cheat!  But then take the heat
Steal-steal-steal!  And why does everything have to be such a big deal?
Cause you are nothing but a mean machine
Barely acts like a human being
So fed into power abuse
Hard to change so what?s the use?
With a shallowness as your style
It is my job to put you into my trial
I will sort through all your sins
Watch out! Now the trial begins!?
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"Burn"


i think and do things i shouldn't do
and i swear that i take no pride in such pleasure
whether i'm perverted or insane, i can't tell you
but the guilt is getting harder to endure

it eats me alive
won't let me stay clean
it'll lie for the sake of this
it will always survive
not even a human being
begging for so much as a kiss

i try to stop and take myself back
but it's polluted my mind too far
i have to make up for the talents i lack
to even think that one day i'd be a star?
but these thoughts just go on and continue
and i'm sick of this dirty feeling down inside
if i'm sick, if i'm bad, i won't tell you
not at least my demon has died

it eats me alive
won't let me stay clean
it'll lie for the sake of this
it will always survive
not even a human being
begging for so much as a kiss
so i beg you to burn me
burn, burn, burn me
my dark thoughts are full of sin
burn, burn, burn me
rid my demons within
burn, burn, burn me
my innocence grows thin
burn, burn, burn me
and let a holy exsistance begin

how much farther will this evil take this?
lusting anything for a touch or kiss
why won't this pervursion leave me?
lusting youth makes me feel so guilty
how much farther will this evil take this?
lusting anything for a touch or kiss
why won't the temptation leave me be?
cut off these chains and burn me free

it eats me alive
won't let me stay clean
it'll lie for the sake of this
it will always survive
not even a human being
begging for so much as a kiss
so i beg you to burn me
burn, burn, burn me
my dark thoughts are full of sin
burn, burn, burn me
rid my demons within
burn, burn, burn me
my innocence grows thin
burn, burn, burn me
and let a holy exsistance begin
burn! burn! burn! burn!!!

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fig. 7 (i love hinata inn, girls, yum, ohohhohohohohoh... but mainly shinobu)

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